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1st of September
I just got home from seeing The Brown Bunny. Vincent Gallo.
The woman beside me had brought her dinner to the cinema,for real, she slurped and munched her way through some pungent foil wrapped thing and sucked away at something in a brown rustly bag. Not conducive to lyrical "poetic"cinema with dips in sound and enigmatic silences.
The film redeemed itself for me at the end but what a dreary journey to the last half hour, literally, with Vincent Gallo, in his van, making an easy rider-esque pilgrimage across america, back to california where his love, chloe sevigny, we think, is waiting.Well noteriety informs us he gets his cock sucked by her at some point so their paths MUST cross.Oh god, Vincent Gallo, the cinema laughed en masse as soon as he opened his mouth, like they had all gone to school with him and hated his guts. His voice is terrible, he looks like a beautiful feline animal and then he opens his mouth and provokes guffaws from the audience.
But, wow, some of it was just really exquisitely shot, there was real beauty in the cinematography, stunning.At one point he’s on the salt flats in a black van unloading a motorbike and its shot totally square from the side and set against the pure white shimmering flats the van and the outlines are obsidian. Amazing. Also, when he finally is in the same place as chloe’s character daisy, there is real mastery in how the camera focuses on their hair, very blonde and very black, the mangle of hair when skulls connect. Chloe Sevigny is so photogenic and delightful to contemplate, her manner, that’s how the film became watchable in the end, because she has some humanity compared to gallo’s mechanistic narcissism.She performed oral sex on him with real grace actually, not that she was coy, she got stuck right in, the grace was in how you believed in her.
He’s just kind of low key annoying.


Sunday I went on the anti-republican demonstration. It was magnificent. I was there alone and took pot luck where I ended up but found myself behind a workers banner, WE’RE WORKERS, UNITED, WE’RE HERE TO STOP THE WAR. Three girls were there marching topless and I found myself really noticing their halterneck/bikini tanlines from the back.It was such a great march, so many people are disgusted by Bush’s presence here, the atmosphere in the city is really odd, dysfunctional but the politcial solidarity between protesters is really tangible. Yesterday, I heard some noise and looked out the window to see some kids on bikes with big balls of red wool, trying to make some kind of cats cradle woven web between lamposts.. and then serious fleets of NYPD on bikes and more with truncheons and more plain clothes and so on to get them on the ground and arrest them. It looked like an art event, they had red wool, yellow wool and feathers, and the cops were there in an odd proportion.
I video-ed the NYPD winding up the wool, in fact I had actually ran out into the street with my camera but they sent me back.
THE WHOLE WORLD IS WATCHING.
I taped this guy
http://www.hamandenos.com/rncprotest2004/slogans.html

on Sunday because his mantra sounded amazing to me and his singularity was really beautiful. 3.4 mb quicktime so not much use to dial up people, sorry.


I saw a show Saturday night at Dietch space in Soho, on Wooster street. The Freedom Salon.Works by AA Bronson from General Idea, Matha Rosler and many others. A great screenprint of Sun Ra inscribed "What would Sun Ra Do?" a la "WWJesusDo?" behavioural guidline.The most interesting work for me is at http://www.appalshop.org
Appalshop is a community and media art centre in Kentucky.
RFK in EKY: The Robert F. Kennedy Performance Project
"The Kennedy Performance Project, will be a real-time, multi-site re-creation of Robert Kennedy’s 1968 tour of the region. Conducted as part of a Senate Subcommittee on Manpower, Employment and Poverty examination of war on poverty practices, the original tour occurred during the week of the Tet Offensive in Viet Nam, and only one week before Kennedy announced his candidacy for President."
(It was announced as part of The Freedom Salon.In the gallery a poster went on to say that he was assasinated shortly after this trip.)


Monday, I met with Anne Barlow at the New Museum. It was a really interesting few hours, the New Museum are moving in 18 months into a new custom made space at the Bowery. Anne has great ideas around how pockets of that space might be utilised in flexible concertina ways in relation to the main body:; really concerned with new strategies of what practice can become.


Its like I was never away but I was and it was incredible. My last day in Atlanta, I took a bus out to The Contemporary, it was a broody day, the sky was chaos and while i was on the bus the torrent of rain started. At my stop there was a salvation army thrift store so I ran in to buy a rainproof coat and also, a hank of very fine mercerised american cotton which was only 49cents, slightly discoloured from laying in the sun in a window of a utility shop probably.
So I went round to the gallery but it was all shut up, I knew the curators were busy, but I thought they might have a library or some leaflets I could look at. I was peering through the locked glass doors, and a man came out to have a cigarette. We talked for a minute and he let me in to give me the guide to the last show there, and he was wearing these very retro glasses and a particular shade of green shirt or sweater. On the bus home, I thought, "Im going to knit that man a tie with this Atlanta thrift store cotton." Ive started it, its very very fine.The action of knitting him a tie isnt a la Sophie Calle, its more about wanting to find specific opportunities to knit myself meaningfully into the places I have experienced in America.


On the train home, as it approached New York and the skyline became visible, the train stopped to allow sniffer dogs to board, big waggy happy alsations and cops making jokes about "who’s got the roastbeef sandwiches?" The train was pulling into Penn station below Madison Square Gardens where the Republicans gather.
I really dread the thought of Bush hijacking another four years.

 

the image of the horse mrror is an object i saw months ago at the Museum of the American Indian in NYC. I had to go pack and take a picture of it because i loved it so much.

Now i realise how much its like the doors of the astronaut bar in Houston. Look at the project diary for weightless animals if youd like to see it its on the last page.

http://www.weightlessanimals.com

 

12th of september
yesterday I went to the Cooper Hewitt and saw furniture designed by artists, there was a bed by Donald Judd that I would really like to sleep in.

I fly home tomorrow.its been a very specific kind of week, minutely considered.i went on a boat and looked at New York from the water the way immigrants would have seen it , the breathtaking city, a most visually generous and bold place. Its very hard to have to relinquish this scale, to stop being me in these proportions with these resources around me but its fantastic to think of what I am taking home with me.

I am very thankful to The Scottish Arts Council for providing me with the opportunity to shape these dense months.

Page ten is blank.Thanks, this journal was a really enjoyable experiment.

some nails from brooklyn to end on, these objects never cease to amaze me no matter how many times i see therm glued on dextrous ladyfingers.